“Live Die Kill”

“Live Die Kill”

I will be explaining in detail to you what gives me meaning and my life meaning.

What i would die for, or who. Also what i would kill for Or whom i would kill for.

What gives my life meaning? well, First and Foremost, my Kids.  I am a mother of 2 wonderful,  handsome boys. They complete me and my life, every stitch of it.  Every single day that goes by, all that they say and do, all those cute little blurbs and bloopers.  I live for the moments when my boys say ” i love you mom” or “your the best mom” . I live for every moment i spend time with them. The time i have with them is priceless, i will never ever get these years  back.  I know life is short, i lost both my parents within 4 months of each other, calling that devistation wouldnt even scratch the surface.  I am glad for every day the Good Lord allows me to wake up and lay eyes on my kids, touch their hands, hug them tight and sing them to sleep.  They are mostly the reason i push myself through all the many struggles in life.  I look at them and everything isn’t so hard anymore.  Because i am doing it for them. They motivate me . They are my strength when i feel i cannot go on anymore. Who else would care for them if  i just gave up on it all and gave in. But what else gives my life meaning? Going to school, working hard at every class to obtain the degree i want so badly, so i can get the job / career i desire. So that i can give them everything they need and want in life, also so i may help them become better people, and also push them through school as i am doing right now.  Every class i go to , every online class i sit through, and very much struggle through, i know i am getting closer to my dreams. All the struggle, all the up all nights  and the stress i know it is all going to pay off in the long run. They do not give me much peace or quiet for that matter to sit and concentrate on any thing really, but i have to cherish these little moments, while i have them. I hope to be a police officer that is my goal in life, to take after my father, and many aunts uncles cousins and Granfather who were all law enforcement. Also hope to move up and make my way up the latter to a greater position. I would be proud one day to be a Seargant, or a commander. My lifes dreams are not far in sight, i can see them all coming true if i just push myself along.  I would like my kids to see me succeed  and go far. Not only for myself but to better their lives. And to show them that all things are possible if you work hard and study hard. I would love nothing more than for my children to be so proud of me. and look up to me in every way . That is what i live for. For their smiles, laughs, giggles, their questions, even if they are 40 at a time, non stop. I enjoy being a mother, I wouldn’t turn back time or change a thing! My family is what gets me out of the bed in the morning, and lets me sleep peacefully at night. They are all i have. I would certainly die or kill for them, such as i Live for them.

What would i Die for? Once again, first, my Children. Of course also myself. But mainly my children. They are my responsibility, i brought them into this world, and therefore i will do whatever it takes to protect them. I am like a Lioness when it comes to my kids. I will never understand how some mothers just toss their children aside. But who am i to say.I honestly have to say that my children and my self would be the only people i would “die for”. Or give my life for. I don’t think of myself as brave, or strong. But i know that if it came down to it, i would fight to the death for them or die trying. That is a fact. I would hope that i wouldn’t die, because then who would take care of my kids? I think alot of people throw out there, “oh i would die for you or you or you” but in reality they don’t grasp the severity of it. In my case i mean it literally. If i were called in to defend my country, i would do so graciously and with my whole heart . I can honestly say that i never give that a thought, because i would be hesitant, and there are millions who actually do give their lives for me and everyone else, on a daily basis. I on the other hand am not ashamed to admit that i wouldn’t volunteer for that. I just would be too scared, not only that, but i have kids to take care of and think about. I really admire those who do enlist to risk their lives to serve us and our country, however i do not have the nerve. I think if i was drafted, i would be scared out of my mind, but i would do it with pride.

What would i Kill for ? my Children, it is no different an answer than from the past two answers to the last two questions. I live for them, i would die for them and i would most certainly kill for them. If it meant protecting their well being, in self  defense of course. I wouldn’t blink an eye or think twice about it. If i were faced with a situation in which myself and my kids were put in danger, i would certainly plead, take me , leave them alone. But if the persons intentions were to in fact hurt or kill my children, i would definitely do whatever i had to in order to secure their safety. I cant imagine doing anything else. They are a part of me. I believe i would also kill for my family, meaning, Mother, father, sister or niece. If in fact the situation was a kill or be killed kind of situation. I would defend my family to the fullest extent.  I also think it pertains to the circumstances at hand, with other family members you have to realize not everybody will be quick to take up for you, nevertheless, give their life for you. I am assuming it depends on what is being done. .or in that spare of the moment if you feel you have to defend the other, and stick you neck out. There would be no question at all, if it were my kids, my fiance, or my sister or even my little niece. That i can tell you for sure.

Basically the point i am trying to make here is that i would live, die and kill for my Family. That is a given, i feelliek that may be the only people that i would ever give my life for. I don’t know many others that would do the same or more. My family means the world to me, they are the beat of my heart.

 

In conclusion, i have thoroughly explained to you what i live for, what or who i would die for and what or who i would kill for.